Soccer

Really quick because I want to sleep!
Today Nishikawa sensei talked to the soccer coach about me joining and so far the only answer I've gotten was:
The content of the boy's practices may be a bit too dificult for you. It would be really had for a girl and its medium hard for them. You can join junior high though, maybe

not.
happy.

I can't even cover it up and be all "Well, in Japan the girls are expected to be cute and not athletic (as seen in gym) so its understandable that they would judge me just for being a girl and deem the practices too hard"

no.
Its not right. its not wrong. its just different.
and its also infuriating. they forgot to mention that part.